AAAHH. im so annoyed/sad/frustrated. i seriously dont know how im going to get over this. its going to sound stupid to everyone who knows about it but no one understands. just as everything was going so good and i was so happy, it all had to be taken away, just like that. im so tired from not being able to sleep at night, and not only because its been like 3456789 degrees lately but because i think about all these questions like whats going to happen to you? how long will you be gone? whats going to happen after it all? how youre going in there and so on.
you never see it coming, you just get to see it go (8)